Hello & welcome to the Pointless Ramblings page. This is basically some of the strange thoughts that go through my head. Stuff in general, stuff that's specific, stuff related to something that has just happened to me... just stuff. So if you're interested read on....


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Relationships
Ok, this is all from point of view & observation. I have "dated" lots of people, but have only had 2 serious boyfriends, one right now actually (hi Dan!). I just broke up with the other one bout 2-3 months ago. So, here's my take on this relationship stuff: it's not all it's cracked up to be & it's not that easy. You meet someone who intrigues you & you'll go to lengths to get that person. You finally go out & have a pretty good time. Things progress & get more serious, then suddenly, there's a conflict. You fight, you yell, you accuse & lie. Blah I say! You've reached a point where you don't want to be with this person anymore. And then all hell breaks lose. These things are complicated. Which is why some people shouldn't get involved in a very serious relationship if they can't handle it ::cough:: talking about ex-boyfriend here ::cough:: It shouldn't have to be a hassle. It should be fun & happy, yea not all the time b/c people do have disagreements -- but it shouldn't make you miserable, ya know? This is my problem right now with my ex. And we still wanted to be friends. But if he's gonna jump in bed with the first girl who comes along b/c he just can't take the fact that he doesn't have someone, then, haha, fuck him. Pardon the language. That's the kind of person who should just date for fun, & not get emotionally involved. B/c it will end in disaster every time (it's happened 4 times now...). Which also leads one to believe that every previous relationship meant nothing, which is why I'm upset. Not really b/c he wants to screw around with a girl I hate (ok, that too...), but the fact that he hurt me & he doesn't understand or care that he did. Even after he made such a fuss about me going out with one of his friends. Dah, but this leads into the next topic...

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Sex
Ah, the ever controversial subject. Here's my 2 bits. I don't think sex matters too much. I mean, the things that happen on those stupid drama shows... guy sleeps with girl, next day he ignores her b/c "things are different"... gimme a break. If the guy's that much of a bastard then you should already know it & not sleep with him in the first place. Now when I said I don't think it matters much, I didn't mean to go around & screw the whole state of California. Yes, it should be with someone you care about just b/c it makes it nicer. However, if people just want a casual thing, then go ahead. As long as the "casual sex" is mutually understood. Agree, disagree anyone?

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The Universe
Ever wonder what's out there? We can't be the only form of intelligent life in the universe. Please, that's just a tad egocentric. So what would this these other lifeforms be like? Creepy to ponder, ne? And is there life on other planets in our solar system, but we just can't see them... they exist in another dimension. And what about viruses & bacteria? Anyone read Andromeda Strain? I finally did, & what they were worried about was their probe coming back to earth with weird bacteria on it. Now, viruses aren't technically alive, but bacteria is an organism. Wouldn't it then be considered an alien? Maybe the bacteria that may or may not exist on Pluto is another intelligent lifeform. It's just better suited as a bacteria for those conditions. And it's reeeeaaally tiny. You never know...

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--Fourth Topic--
Life
Ever feel like you're life is a tv show? Everything you do, say, & feel is just acting? Like we're all on stage for some higher power? Think of about this: we're alive. Out hearts beat, our lungs take in air, we blink... involuntary. How do our bodies do this? It's like we're programmed robots, set up on a world to carry out our lifes... for what? I personally get a eerie feeling when I think about this too much. How does a person's mind work? Why don't we use all of our brains? What's the point in living if you're just going to have to go to school, find a job, & pay taxes for the rest of your life? Questions, but no answers...

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That's all I have to say for now :)

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